broken ep
"Releasing this EP was one of the hardest things I've done.

Now, I know it may seem silly to say that, but go with me for a bit.

This EP is messy, not polished, and unfinished. Much like my life when I wrote the songs. My hope is you can connect with and understand the things that I experienced that are probably not unlike your own.

This is my journal, my story, my testimony as told through music. A baring of my soul with the gross subjectivity of music as the backdrop. And it kinda freaks me out. I am tied to these songs. They came from places and moments of hurt, pain and despair. They are songs of crying out, confusion, rejection

Brokenness.

But this is only half the story. I am not that same man. I am different. I am changed.

And I am excited to share this part of my life with you, so you can see that there is hope.

Thank you so much for your support and going with me on this. It means so much to me."

-Eddie
lyrics
Hold me Now
I've tried to run, I've tried to hide
Without you, I'm empty inside
I'm craving more, of you in my life
Only you can satisfy

Hold me now, bring me close
Here with you now is where I want to be most
Hold me now, wipe my tears
I'm safe in your arms stay with me here

I'm nothing without you, you're my meaning in life
I've fallen so far, but you're still by my side
You lift me up, you raise my eyes
With tears flowing down now you whisper
It's all right
Again
You're everywhere around me
But I keep on looking for you
Open my eyes to see
So I can be closer to you Lord

Make your mercy new, restore my desire for You
Come take my heart in your hands
And make it beat again

You're all that I want to be
Your footsteps I long to follow
Come and be with me
So I can truly know you more
Broken
Father I come before you, broken all within
Shattered and empty, please heal me again
Healer renew me, restore my soul
Come take my heart and make me whole

I am unworthy
I am unworthy of you
I am unworthy
I am unworthy

Lord of my life, I give it to you
I long to follow all that You do

Restore my life, restore my soul
I long to be closer to You Lord
All that I want, all that I need
To be closer to You and further from me
For Your Name
You calmed the raging sea, can you calm this doubt in me
You raised, men from the dead, can you breathe life in me again

I just want to love you
All of the things that, are keeping me from you
Would you use them for Your name
And I just want to trust You
I want to be near You
So I keep running for You
Would you use me for Your name

You made the blind to see, can you take this veil of pain from me
You came to give Your life, can you help me to give You mine

I am reaching for your hands will you take my
Invitation in this place and time
I want to know this love somehow
Can you show me now
Walk Away
Wondering when I'll find, my wandering piece of mind
I'm waiting
When will it come to me, this peace and serenity
I'm waiting

Can I just walk away

All I have in me, are broken empty dreams
They're fading
I'm reminiscent of time when things were easier
But those times are fading

You speak to me, I am listening
You sing over me, I am listening

And I cannot just walk away
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email: eddie@eddieculin.com